Oh sometimes I just feel like I want to curl up into a ball in my bed, under the sheets and never want to face the light of the day.
Well to begin with there is barely any light in my room (I got a back window of some dingy buildings in view), so I never feel like ever waking up. And when the emotional roller coaster starts, then forget about ever getting out of my purple heaven.
If something ever happens, my first question to God is “Why ME?!”. But then I realize that if life was always perfect how would we grow as people, how would we form bonds and relationships, how would there be an understanding and how would there be progress? If something doesn’t kill you, it only makes you stronger. And thats something I realized only recently. Every experience makes you stronger to face something worse or similar in the future. Your head becomes clearer, it becomes more evident what we need to do in similar situations.
I have learnt that everything that upsets you, confuses you, or has any negative feeling within you, only teaches you something. About relationships, about people and about how you need to conduct yourself in each and every situation. So don’t grumble, welcome the opportunity to learn something new- even if its not in the ideal way you would have liked to learn.