Don’t let disappointment disappoint you!

Today something unexpected happened.

I was given a tremendous opportunity, which was taken away from me in a matter of minutes.

It wasn’t that I was unsuited for the job, there were some logistical issues. But the pinch one feels after being awarded something, then revoked burns my heart.

That got me thinking, how would I deal with the many disappointments life has in store for me. This is just the beginning.

Along with these momentary lapses, a vision for my future is slowly building. The pressure is getting more intense and I’m feeling stifled. I just wish I could postpone this process for as log as I could, but sadly time doesn’t stop for anyone.

My life is blessed no doubt about it, but the real world is glaring me in the face and no matter how strong willed and ambitious I am, my heart is beating fast.

What do I want to do? What if I’m making a mistake? Do I want to stay in the united states or go back to my home country? These ate questions that plague me everyday.

However today, I realized that when you least expect it, something can be thrown your way an turn your life around. So in that hope I believe I must just try, be persistent and leave the rest to chance.